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2/22/07 02:19 am - its you thats coursing thru my veins

so its like 2 something and i was suppose to start studying for my math test at like 7.so thats like 7 hours of procrastinating.thats pretty good. i just sat in my bed and updated my facebook and myspace and this. not really tired.maybe a lil,not enough to go to sleep yet tho. i cant wait to go home this weekend. as much as i hate it when im there, i miss it when im away.im stoked to go to florida next week too.we start our season there.better kick some ass this season. i wish i lived closer to my friends.any friends.any real friends that i had in high school,i wish i were closer to.i get so bored here.i wanna go out and do things and be spontanious.everyone just lays on their ass here. and theres nothing to do here either.but at least if i had some adventurous friends we could go find something. blahh. k. well. maybe ill start studying.




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11/28/06 09:46 pm

its fucking livejournal! holy shit! i forgot all about this stupid thing. mite have to bring this shit back.





DAMN!

12/14/05 02:34 pm

I love you

9/23/05 10:42 am - ...COLLAGE...

so yea.im pretty much in my Information Technology class on Friday morning.the last fuckin place i want to be.this class is almost as exciting as mrs.mletzkos class. oh yea. fuckin shoot me.i just facebook,email,and livejournal it the whole time. its quite exciting i must say. so college has been good.having fun,gettin along with the team,practice good, so far classes good..except i been sick the past few days,kept me out of practice a day but im ok now.dont worry! games on saturday.nervous but excited!wish me luck. class over sorry to cut it short.will add more later.not like you care. mwuah!!

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9/3/05 10:56 pm - So Long Poughkeepsie

                                       !. I Bid You Farewell.!

9/3/05 01:38 am - **~BaBy GurL~**

so im leaving tomorrow for school. and im excited,nervous,sad,confused,and relieved all at the same time.as im sure every other freshmen in college is when they finally got to leave. i feel like its going to be this big epic thing, bc my dad as everyone knows, loves to turn everything we do into an epidemic. school is goin to behard,easy,fun,and annoying all at the same time if that makes sense.i heard college is the greatest thing ever and so much fun and then i hear that its so hard. i know its gonna be hard,and fun but i feel its gonna be a different hard and fun than im used to. with softball itll be hard to get used to but itll just be differnt cus im not home. and not with him. idk.

..it takes time..patience..head up..be strong..everything will be different soon..itll be hard but i promise itll be ok..give it time..

8/29/05 10:53 pm - its Not I miSS you, Cus Im Still Here

6 days till i leave.. ive kinda forgotten about this thng . dont really have much time or use for it. but baby wants me to write so i will. i have alot of shit to do this week,finish scrapin and painting windows at my house cus im a slave,and packing not only for school but also packin my room up to move downstairs..and i have to run every fuckin day...i hate running..ew! but i suck it up for a few more days,and be strong like u told me to.;0)

telegram for the weary:

to my best friend,

i hate long distances..i actually i love them but only wen u are with me.this sucks and i hate it but our dreams come first. this is life, it sucks, but we have to deal with it. life is unfair and we got the brunt of it. what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger,and tho u feel like dying,in the end the wait will be so worth it. 4 years is nothing compared to the rest of our lives. nothing will keep us apart as long as were strong for each other. keep me in ur heart and mind and everything else will fall into place.
love always and forever,
tiggr

8/4/05 10:51 pm - missing you is like searching for air

me and the moon-soco i love it. no matter how many times i hear it.

surprisingly we are doing well in this tourney. were 5-0-1. five wins and one tie. we won two today. the last game was a good one. 2-1. crazy shit. they thought they were hot shit. we saw them in the mall before the game and they must have made some kind of a bet cus they came over to our table while we were eating and started asking us questions, then went back and started laughing. then as we were walking around one of the girls gave lauren the finger. haha. whats even better then beating them is that lauren hit a two run homer off them and won the game for us. as she scored we gave them the finger. ha.yes.

and yesterday we played this nteam from NJ that talked so much shit. they were making fun of us and i just laughed at them while i was on the field and the fat ugly pitcher was like "oh yea keep talking....thats ok next time ima hit a bitch." haha i laughed alot at that one.. nest time up i hit a double off her.. ha hows that in ur eye bitch!! then we saw them in the deli and they tried to startt shit again so i sat nest to the pitcher. and she didnt say a word after that.

so im not even really sure what day it is,how long ive been gone, i just know that i want to go home. i want to go home to mad so i can wipe her tears and take all of her pain away. everything has self destructed in her world,it seems like as soon as i left. i dont like that i cant be there to calm u down and to hold u and to give u kisses. it kills me to hear u so sad over the phone knowing that i am 1500 miles away from u. i hate this seperation . the first few days here i was ok and i could deal and i was having fun but now i find myself hiding in the closet or the bathroom, texting or trying to sneak a phone call. im having fun but i almost feel bad that ur not here with me. it hurts. and every song reminds me of u. every word every lyric every chord and i want to burst into tears everytime i think about losing u in 3 weeks.
grrr...love u to pieces baby. ill be home saturday night to search for my presents and for u. mwuah

7/31/05 10:21 pm - the GraSS is DeFinit/ely greeNer on The oTheR Side

fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 im in florida right now for tourney. welcome to sunny fucking florida! its rained everyday so far..and guess wat the weatherman calls for for the rest of the week..???? more rain! thunderstorms! i love it. ..ppshh the sunshine state my ass.
so its the wifey's and my anniv. 6 months my god. seems like 6 years. sorry i cant be with u toniite. id much rather be there than here listening to fuck face snore. u will be on my mind 2017% of the time i am here. i miss so much and i cant wait for the day i come back. haha. jersey here we go.. kelly b says whats up fucker.?


*love u snoopy*
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